我觉得我被遗忘了一样

好像不重要酱 那种感觉又在来是？

在过23个小时就新的一年

我不是很想

没有为什么 就是那么不想

有又怎样 没有又如何？

我要抛弃这个blog了　弄新的一个

可是不代表新的一个　代表我的心情

bye.2009.

有缘才能相见

要更多的缘才能变成朋友

LOL.

看起来他过的很好;)

就算在怎样不爽都好

没有必要搞到2头都难看

有时候就看开点

可能会有不一样的结局发生

I love alchohol.

这次的年尾假期

我不想结束 一切都不想有任何改变

但是 不代表我不累

又是一个圣诞前夕 今年的总比去年好吧
今年可以在外面过  可是还是美中不足

我现在只想找hongren

讲话

可是我很不想讲话

我到底做么？

who want come and slap me now?

happy birthday shengtang ><

sleep till 3.30pm.

wohoo.

headache and tired.

haih.such a healthy life.

but i love it for this moment.

don't say you love me.

i m scare to heard tat.please.

sorry.sorry.sorry. ><

i never tell anyone of my friend i had changed my link.
LOL.

tonight gotta be a good night..woa...

i gotta feeling

为何伤心的日子过得那么慢

开心的时间可以过得那么快

为何人类就不能多快乐一点

clubbing真的有爽

至少可以把烦恼放在一边

不去理会 但不代表解决

每个人去的心情因该都是一样

不然也不会物以类聚
或许真的有些不一样

哎...随便吧

如果那样做会令自己快乐一点

那何乐不为？

没有人能管到谁

最后的决定权还是属于自己的

谁没有了谁

还是一样能活下去

一个人在那边难过

另一个他也不会

因为你难过 他也难过

如果你难过 他也难过的话

早就不会分开

那只是内疚而已吧

那不然？

懂了一大堆道理又怎样

好笑的是

没有人能做到

地球上没有了谁

地球还是继续转动

时间还是不会为任何人停留

可悲..

我实在不想承认

我爱上方大同唱的

nothings gotta change my love for you

而不是爱上

原唱者

那是我一路以来都喜欢的song
但现在竟然换了对象

可悲...

One thing you can be sure of I’ll never ask for more than your love

一起悲的感觉很好
只是为何真的没有人可以多了解我一点

皮肤越来越不好
1.睡不好
2.情绪不好
3.饮食不好
我3样齐全 难怪...

kept listening - PATIENCE, Take that.
its really nice. no one know me well.
but this song totally can represent my feeling.

you should paint my love=)

你不懂 我不怪你
不
因该是说 你们 不是 你
--------------------------------
谢谢你 在没有人在我这里的情况下
说:
就算其他人不明白你都好
只要我明白就好了
这句话 听了之后 好了许多
谢谢你
恭喜你 成功进入我的世界

就酱

没有要每天黏在一起

只要有时候可以出来谈下讲下

够了

讲了几千篇 可是听得透的
几乎没有 所以讲了也白讲

原来游戏规则一路来都在
是我不遵守规则在先
所以后果由自己来承担

讲了一大堆的废话
是自己想太多 人家还比你快一步愈合
想太多了

那一夜 我没睡
也只是想太多

所以过后
我在不会说些让自己后悔的东西
比如说那些
就酱   那种感觉很难堪><

希望还是好朋友

健康不好
2个月来都超过12点睡
没有要早睡的推动力

可能一个人的旅游比较适合我

情绪是自己的
不需要人家的参与

=(

心理有万语想说

不知要从哪里开始

不知要从哪里下手

不在像以前那样

是华语在退步？

好好的 突然间来个插曲

后面的计划全部泡汤了

爱是一种学问

永远都在学习当中

不是不爱 说出这句话时 似曾相识

其实 不必要等

没有人会再原地等你 所以不要轻易放弃

她说要我享受被爱的感觉

我犯贱 我好像喜欢被折磨的感觉

你是最明白我的 只是我不会珍惜

感动却可以持续很久很久...

我需要你 你不在

他的出现 取代了你

那么谁会是那个他？

寂寞是个人的内在问题

没有那个必要告诉别人

可能我不适合拥有爱情

我真的觉得
我太自私了

有一种心痛的感觉

不一定是爱情

....

feeling is back.

everythings is back to normal now.

coming back.i m lost

slow down your footsteps,

if not i cant follow.

Can i?

NO. i care about it.

i miss my piano.

super duper miss.

i miss my ballet.

****

kinda weird.
longtime no chat and finally end with argument?
then i rather no more contact cos i HATE end up liketat.
can't accept i don't know ANYTHING about my BESTfriend.
.....just can say nothing.....but hope the feeling doesn't change so easy.

what i said U wont totally know about it.

so why i still need to tell.i will exhausted..fine la = =

i wont say it anymore.

please wake up and think it clearly.

what you really want pls.i m going to insane @@

i really mean it. help me pls* urgent*

一切都只能怪我不够坚持

tunning in = 越爱越难过

如果说你要走 我不会留  

我不去管以后会多么痛

whenever i find the key to success,

someone change the lock...

我不想吸烟的

work

I though i will busy till cant write blog and no mood.
but its not = = okay la. short post.

LE CLASSIC.
eveyone is nice to me.really really nice
but it's doesn't mean work is nice @@ so damn tired okay?
finally i know study is better than work.but still the same.
I HATE STUDY LAA.
and 1st i thought work can keep fit, but actually are not.
NO NO NO!!!  kept eating at there.those ppl always call me eat.= =
somemore all workers are nice just the BOSS @@

ps:liffe is unfair.speak no words.

Okay. i need to spread this rumors out.
my boss have 2wife and his friends got 5 wife.
walau eh. so PRO. * imagine pls* lol

somemore,i hate those customers asked me some question
WHY YOU PUT ON YOUR BRACLES AR? = =
what a damn question and make me feel so speechless.

...bla bla bla. lazy type and not in mood adi.
quite moody this few weeks.
but my friends still care about my job.
*loves you all*

don't act liketat.I will really really thought you fall in me.
I really need to clear my mind. blur...

is that love?so sucks.i love others = =

16112009

最后一天在4A(yi)
没有感觉 只是不懂为什么最后一天了
气氛还是一样= =
和kimkang坐的那个时期最开心
都是老师的错 我不会原谅她的
接着和芷欣坐到好好的
又在换位 = = 过后和piggy坐

3次都很好 只是3次的气氛都不一样
还是第一次比较开心
年头比较好

班服班刊班歌都没有
不是4A(yi)的 你们真幸福
就这样过了一年

虽然气氛都很不好
可是每人都对我很不错
只是我从头到尾都不赞同你们给我的理由= =

其实今天拍了很多照 可惜电脑有问题
一张卡片 足已化解之间所有的误会与问题
我们永远都是最合拍的知己

芷欣骞霓
今年认识你们真好
和你们讲话我总感觉很开心
哈哈 和你坐的时候是
最失落的时候 但有你陪我
真的好多了=）

cheeqian and jiazun
最后一天吹水 @@ 哈哈
我今天讲的话 不是随便讲的
很认真 你明白吗？X)

yingfoong and sawteng.
放学后的时间 就是你们=  =
是有点好笑啦 哈哈 和你们一起就是傻@@
我们明年一定会同班的 一定会
vanessa also.

明天就要做工了

不懂做么 一万个不想

想到要放弃很多东西

放弃年尾的sales

还有很多很多

我就...哎

不能啦  你要我放弃

找了1个多月的东西

我更是2万个不想@@

就算全世界都不赞同

我还是要独自完成它

越冒险的东西

越是我要的

结果我愿意承受

One day your life will flash before your eyes.

make sure it's worth watching.

things change and friends leave,but lifes doesn't stop for anybody.

wont be blogging for a while.
being my true friend should be proud for me ya;)
bye~ take care.* i 'll miss you*

time for miracles

Its late at night and I cant sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I cant breathe thinking
of your smile

Every kiss I cant forget
This aching heart aint broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cos I know this flame isnt dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that maybe
its time for miracles
Cos I aint giving up on love
You know that mabe its
time for miracles
Cos I aint giving up on love
No I aint giving up on us

I just wanna be with you
Cos living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped
inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart aint broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cos I know this flame isnt dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that maybe
its time for miracles
Cos I aint giving up on love
You know that mabe its
time for miracles
Cos I aint giving up on love
No I aint giving up on us

Baby can you feel it coming?
You know I can hear it,
hear it, the souls

Baby, you feel, they feel you
You know its time
Baby, maybe its time for miracles
Cos I aint giving up on love
You know that maybe its
time for miracles

such a nice song.

time for miracles

2012

*laughs*

2012

看了2012 首映呃 还是第一次
真悲哀 我真的相信有世界末日
感触良多 我决定了
这套戏最大的目的是告诉我们说
要珍惜 想说的 想做的 快点吧
我告诉朋友们说 我要在这3年来
paktuo至少10次 可以的啦
虽然现在一次都没有= =
可是 我真的很想试一下

给自己喜欢的人狠狠爱一次的感觉=p
这次轮到别人了 我才不要扮演那角色
真的要看2012 一定要

原来想了一天的废话
到最后我还是放弃不到舞蹈这回东西

3天没有去学校 原来= =
对不起 在你们发生酱多事情时
我不在旁边 可是幸运的 没有被你们抛弃

误会 害死人
听到的 看到的 真的不要信= =

我要的 我讲的 你都办到？
那我不要你喝水咯
你办到吗？= =
开玩笑

2次看到侧面

第1次看到正面

真没有令我失望 的确是级品

很开心你有望我一眼

只可惜你才初2 = =

可是那种要认识你的澎湃心情

没有变过

相信缘分

一路以来

没有高3了 还好有初2的

娱乐我

最后

我只想说

在去听一次说谎吧

日本歌 有不错

你不说 我不懂

说谎

30102009
lol.such a nice day.many wishes.many cake.many calls.
thanks all my lovely friends ;)

*blink* TOP TEN*

 Michiko

Lianz.

Shuteng

Juno

.Ziting

.Zhi xin

Nicky

Vanessa

.Brandon

Javeen

michiko,i remembered u before half hour adi msg me.zzz.

so fast ya.hahas.thanks a lot.;)

and many wishes,cakes,call.I wont forget that day.

my dad bought me a new hphone also.abit weird.but happy.;)

still got many but so lazy to upload.

--
07112009

妈的 史上最吊的一天 哎..想起来真的7无奈

不知道要说什么好 林薛忆 其实你可以自杀了

更好笑的是 只记得一点 好像不只那样

可是每个态度变了 让我有点害怕

可是也没有东西

反正都已经成为事实

那天 真难忘

不讲都还是要讲

对不起 我的朋友

你们永远是不一样的

Sityee.Ziting.Cheeshan.Juno.Zhao.Yikyong.

Bingqing.Mondy.Jer.Lixiu.Hongren.Yizun.

Zibin.

很多人了 可是总是觉得少了一点

我想见到的 其实那里只有他.

08112009

太依赖 会让我不能独立.

万分感激~

去听说谎吧;)

太爱这首歌了

人生已经如此的艰难

有些事情就不要拆穿

the end.

p/s:finally i found a job.lol.

 low salary.but i m okay@@

don care.

Opps.

longtime no update my blog adi.
*hehes*line problem..
finally our swimming plan ON!!

28102009

sis fetched me went mutiara and met up xien,shuteng and vanessa.
and straightly went to selayang 's swimming pool.hahas.

i dono why i still want go mutiara although my house near there

*Dang dang!!*

you guess what we doing?hahahas

after swimming..

we bought bread and fed those fish.heheess

i miss my old house laaa.@@

kepong- WORST =.=

no take picture with vanessa?= =

OH MY GOD.maybe forgot.@@

*hee kern* lol

you can swam with us.u really zapdou la.

*laughs*

thats all.

1030will be update soon.

@@

hmm..i am happy.

bcos i chatted with my old fren.

I don't know call fren anot.but is really longtime we din chat adi.

* quite happy *

everyone is listening yoga-说谎

Okay.it's really a nice song.

I love those lyrics.

You have to decide what is important to you.

keeping up pride getting nothings or

taking a risk and mayb you can get everything?

Yea.is right. I LOVE THIS.

everyone listen up!!

now we just teenagers,so do somethings u want to.

smoke,drugs,sex,love,whatever.@@

Without thinking and do somethings u like.

can you? lols.not sure.

tunning in= YOGA 说谎

是很感謝今晚的相伴

但我竟然有些不習慣

Why weird?

I don't know why calling my friends and ask them some caring ques are weird.
Okay.for me that's not a problem even texing also.
mayb i really just boring or missing, can't i?
I am just being myself and if u couldn't accept,den just don be my friends.
FROM NOW ON.

I had found some job there's really suit me but always the same problem.
TRANSPORT.*crazy* I need to start before holidays start.
*big loud sigh*

Life is boring until now.nothings special.
but i m trying to make my life more colorful@@
clear my head and always remind myself--BE PATIENT

just came back from Jusco Cinema.
Cloudy with a chance of meatball.
such a funnny movie.


someone had asked me why i delete my old article @@
hmm..just for fun. lol.nice answer?=)
goodbye.

中秋快乐

没有什么节目 每年中秋都是这样过
多年没有玩蜡烛了 玩回觉得很爽



Cousin =D
He loves the dog very much = =

GIRLS GENERATION ROCKSSSS!!!
All lenglui..20years old ONLY.
their legs are gorgeous =D
how do they dance in HIGH HEELS? @@



GEE GEE GEE GEE BABYBABYBABY.
go youtube and have a look!
GEE AND THEIR SEXY DANCE.

farewell

have a farewell party at One Utama for my frens today.
hmm..she is going to UK continue her study.lol.good luck
still not in mood for study.haihss..
actually nothing can share.but i love music so much recently.

tunning in= Wake me up when septembers end -Green Day
summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last


Song worth to listen =D
I love those feeling.=)
GREEN DAY- 21guns
[nice nice nice]

Kelly Clarkson- Already gone
I want you to know that
it doesn't matter where we take this road

Avril Lagivne- Innocence
Don't you let it pass you by
It's a state of bliss.

why need title? = =

I love holidays although it's really sien.
at least syok than going to school ><
today just back from IPOH.2day1night.
went there just for eat.OMG!really fat la.
@@speechless.
...take some photo...

cousin and Me.

I woke up almost 6am morning
just bcos go there for my LOVELY breakfast with whole family @@

We cant take the whole restaurant cos is really big.
those service are not good but still charges!!= =
We take DIMSUM ourself laaa.@@



cute?yeah.he is cute=D
-------------------------
hmm..last two days is quite memorable for me.
dono why.not such special things happened.
but i felt much better than last few weeks.
i m so happy that i have my frens accompany me when i m down.
we shared our problems to each although not at all.
okay,AT LEAST i know what to do now.

最能放下的并不是这一切
感动的是我最压抑的东西 从来未开口说过的
竟然给我意想不到的人知道 我没说可是他懂
其实没有什么出奇 我又何必大惊小怪= =
他说 其实他这样没有错 所以我好像就没有什么了
其实感觉就像是原本很想告诉人家那种感觉
可是没有人懂 又不能讲 要讲不讲酱 妈的 只是辛苦
现在至少有个人懂我的感觉 很久没有和你这样的感觉了= =

我只是想说 我没有遗憾有你这朋友.

JUNO.YOUR father will be alright k? =0

and somemore. = =
Ziting come my house yesterday.shocked me@@
we went JUSCO and ate SHUSHI =D.yeah!1st time @@
--
everythings will be alright.
USE TRUST DON USE BELIEVE.


p/s:wongtseharn.when u free?= =

=(

考试即将来临 压力缠身
我知道在这样继续下去 只会自己找死
-------
以后的社会必定有很多不愿意遇到的问题 必须学会忍耐
即使做自己不喜欢的东西也是如此
所以我并不希望现在也要那样 逼我做些我办不到的事情
我想要回到最初的我

实在是太多的未知数了 太多的疑问
必须从0开始？ 不可能
不知道自己做的东西对不对 可是算了 凭自己的感觉走吧~
朋友们，妈的 我要出去！
不然上我家来 不是吃maggie mee了=D 保证

tunning in= 他不准我哭- 邓丽欣
淚水忍得到 即使進步 也似石頭粗糙
他不准我哭 怎麼可再哭 不想他抱歉和別人抱
心知肚明他想我好 堅忍卓絕 可鍛鍊到

I don't know

FRIENDSTER.longtime never login,have a look yesterday
Find something obviously has changed,hmmmm??
[secret]lol.is really no mood on it.
many things aren't going the way their supposed to.
REALLY fucked me up.butttt...
I will slowly get used to it.trust myself
everythings will be alright.

my friends:)YOU know you can.
don just let ur friends worry you again.
please!think about it.don't said who care'S?
I m the first who will care.[lol]

how about you?seems like..abit down?or what?haihs
YES.i m asking you.
---------

nice?!!=)
很想大声的说 我们结婚吧
then myfriend asked me: no boyfriend,but think about marriage@@
mention here. ZHIXIN.I m PROUD of you=)
hahas.

tunning in= 可惜不是你 fish leong.

thats all

okay.I want to shout OUT here.
P1 WIMAX IS TOTALLY S**K.REALLY.TRUST ME.
just because of that,i cant on9 almost two weeks.
my restaurant city T T
yikyong's restaurant is better than me adi.zzz

听听你那么说 感触甚多
看着你 感觉以前的自己多么的愚蠢
那个是我们的选择 那时候的我 根本不觉得是什么
现在 我不愿意对任何人付出那么多年的时间
我不想再做一厢情愿的4年 那绝对是个阴影
要就来 不要则去
不然我还有多少的4年啊？不要傻了

我可以接受分开投资
想一想
如果你一直追的那个人一直都没有给你要的答案话
你会不会去找另一个先？= =
会吧？= = 拜托..讲着你 我就是！

对于你的选择 我从来都没有说过什么
因为必须尊重你的选择
你那天讲了一句话 我跟你不是很熟料 walau.so hurt.@@
input not intake =)

my teacher said,
computerize your life be flexible
when you are happy den input and intake
but when u are not happy at all.
input but not intake.

You can accept smth and reject smth
so if u are not happy den plug in and don't play.
thats all.
listen and hear are miraculous
is bcos you may listen to sbody as you want.
you may HEAR sbody voice you don't need to.><

tunning in= You're not sorry- Taylor Swift
i love old songs recently.
当每个人疯狂的去听 UTADA HIKARU- COME BACK TO ME
我就偏偏只去听 UTADA HIKARU- MERRY CHRISTMAS/ME MUERO
就好像 当你觉得我不可能喜欢你的时候
我 就偏偏喜欢你 怎样 不能吗？
重点不是你喜欢喜欢我 是我喜不喜欢你
没办法 我就是喜欢你了


今天Ponteng 很开心
自己一个人能做自己喜欢做的事情
请问有谁 能够因为你而陪你到处去
就只因为去那边吃一支icecream？
我可还没有遇到 = =

我只是想要做自己喜欢做的事情
不要逼我做我讨厌的东西
想要的 就那么简单 haha=) bye.
happy den everyythings is okay.
BYE..wont be blogging for a while!

=)

Ohmygod!have been longtime no update my blog adi.
okay.first of all.i need to talk about last week holidays.
828
I m really happy. Happy birthday ziting!!
多久没有3个一起了 dont know.

I miss that day although just few hours.
------------------------------------------
830
breakfast day.so happy.
when i felt moodless or what?unhappy
i think about u all then mayb?become happy again.
感觉比以前的友情更好了 我要的就是那么简单
i love them.very much.just like my boyfriend=)

night.shopping with family-pavilion.

with sister.


at paparich again. finish.
nice day.

such a bored holiday.
if not these two day,mayb will bcome insane @@
Just stay at home. i donwan!!

honeymoon

HONEY MOON.
Redsister,me,Vanessa and XiEn went there for dessert.
Hmm..not that nice i think. but is okay laa.



Some camwhore there.@@ silly.hehes

Okay.this.i love behind that wallpaper.
Woa..it's very special lerh.
YAYA.that place is honeymoon not library.=)

thats mine. looks?? @@
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I reject my frens for going to watch UP this movie.
just because i want watch this movie by 3D.= = YA.
REally in a damn bad mood today.BUt i know.
No NID TO ANGRY.
it just waste my time and no more strength to care about those stuff.
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holidays start.work again.bcos i need money.
somemore i wan watch movie.window shopping.
lols.I wonder how i go shopping without money.
I think i m going to be insane tat time.
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today is hongren's birthday. happy birthday to DAILOU=)
I m still remember tat?!So guilty tat i m not going@@
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gotta mention here.
Finally i chatted with JUNYANG just now.
I felt that feeling was a bit weird.i dont know.
Woa.his english bcome very pro.and..he same as derrick.
what they said to me were SAME
haihs. i dono what to say.just become strong =)

He CALLED me to tell someone somethings.
but i wonder i want to tell he anot.*BIG LOUD SIGH*
tell me what to do.
after this,i know..
Distance is really a big problem.
But i m still the same.